Joey
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A goal
Sunday, November 23, 2014 @ 12:52 PM
I'm gonna pen this down before I forgot all of it. Do you remember those times when you thought you almost had it, but you lost it again. That feeling felt like a never ending race. You started running for the goal since god knows when, sometimes you enjoyed the run. You gain faith and confidence upon completing the race out of nowhere. There are times you felt like giving up, but the moment you realized it, you're too far to go back from where you started. So you just got up on your knees and continue running but you aren't sure which direction leads you to your goal anymore. One moment you're moving forward, the next moment you knew, you're taking two steps back. It felt almost like you were fixing a defective toy that couldn't be fixed anymore. This made you so angry and so upset because you tried so damn hard but it didn't work. Not a bit. Because of this, your business always seem unfinished. You couldn't conquer it and seal the deal, which made getting any kind of closure difficult. It sucks to have something in your life that can derail you at a moment's notice. But in a way, it feels good knowing that you could ever done so much for it. Or that's what you tell yourself anyway. It doesn't matter if something is true or not. The things we tell ourselves can become our truth. |