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Trip Backwards
Sunday, January 8, 2012 @ 9:35 PM
My 1st week of 2012 was busy! I had a movie trip @ Causeway Point (WED), Singapore Poly Open House (THURS), Orientation in BTVSS (FRI), Ngee Ann Poly Open House (SAT). The activities occupies almost half of the day itself. Tiring as we all had to wake up super early LOL. Today is the eve of results day. Ohmygod. Taking results is the most irritating thing, idk if i should be excited or worried or sad or nervous or what else. All i need now is to sleep.. My eyes are really tired. I'm not nervous yet, i'm still very calm & tired. Looks like SHINee had done a good job calming me down~
I hope i get an acceptable results. I need to get into something! The most worrying thing is that i get super lousy points, i don't get into anything & I'm left alone studying Olevels again in school or private idk. I don't want to do Os again. I'm ready to burn everything after tomorrow. Imagine you imagining yourself getting into the top scorer board, you must be extremely happy. But you'll tell yourself i'll never be top scorer and starts to think 'oh no what if i get like 26 ' Then you'll tell yourself, nevermind trust myself and god that i'll be fine. Then the cycle continues. OMG. THIS IS MY BRAIN I CAN'T TELL MYSELF I'LL BE FINE! I DON'T EVEN DARE TO THINK.
Okay, i should go. Tata
